Crash and Burn!

In two weeks I was supposed to be stepping on a flight to Wellington, New Zealand, starting a new chapter in my life that would last at least a year.  All that bureaucracy I went through just for everything to fall through.  No…it did not fall through it crashed like a MF’er and I have to say it is a tad bit depressing!! At least four people called me today asking when I was leaving.  I thought maybe it would be a temporary set back but it looks permanent.  I was scared to go over there by myself but I was going to forge ahead with my plans anyway. There is credence to the saying that “Man plans and God plans and God is the best of planners”.   Maybe I put something in the universe to stop it…not sure.  Anyway I guess I should go get my one eye baby and bring him now…